What The Hell Day Is It, Anyway?
Jan. 2nd, 2024 11:21 am Holidays should not be allowed to fall on Mondays. I feel very confused. Apparently, it is TUESDAY and will be all day. I have a very bad feeling that I will not be able to remember this and, for an entire week, will be one day behind. Or ahead. I was, in fact, going to tell you all about the manga I've been reading, but TOMORROW is Wednesday, not today.
Today feels a lot like Monday because, in addition of having to take Shawn back to work, I woke up from several dreams of being behind on something. Do you have reoccurring dreams? There was a time when I got really into dream interpretation and I started keeping a dream journal. I discovered as part of that process that I actually have a LOT of dreams that are basically the same theme, only different. Like, there will be that one about a car without brakes (usually when I feel overwhelmed or, obviously, otherwise out of control in my life,) the one about being late for a test/con panel/[fill-in-the-blank] (when I feel like I've forgotten to do something), or, strangely, that one about my deep-seated, subconscious terror of elevators (just... irrational fears time, friends!) I actually stopped recording my dreams when I started remembering nearly all of them (up to five in a single night) and some of them seemed to be straying into "things maybe left for the subconscious to work out, quietly, unobserved, on its own" territory.
At any rate, the dream of missing something prompted me to look back on my emails and discover that, in fact, I did have something pending.
I needed to review the .pdfs of my first five novels, which Wizard's Tower Press will be putting out in new print editions this February. They will be a kind of 25th anniversary edition with a new forward by me... and HARDCOVER editions. So, if you still have ratty, yellowing copies of my original novels, this might be the year to consider replacing them with sturdier, updated copies! Just sayin' I will let you know when they go on sale, of course. But, so like, I worked on that and it felt very start of the work week for me, too.
I'm doomed.
Today feels a lot like Monday because, in addition of having to take Shawn back to work, I woke up from several dreams of being behind on something. Do you have reoccurring dreams? There was a time when I got really into dream interpretation and I started keeping a dream journal. I discovered as part of that process that I actually have a LOT of dreams that are basically the same theme, only different. Like, there will be that one about a car without brakes (usually when I feel overwhelmed or, obviously, otherwise out of control in my life,) the one about being late for a test/con panel/[fill-in-the-blank] (when I feel like I've forgotten to do something), or, strangely, that one about my deep-seated, subconscious terror of elevators (just... irrational fears time, friends!) I actually stopped recording my dreams when I started remembering nearly all of them (up to five in a single night) and some of them seemed to be straying into "things maybe left for the subconscious to work out, quietly, unobserved, on its own" territory.
At any rate, the dream of missing something prompted me to look back on my emails and discover that, in fact, I did have something pending.
I needed to review the .pdfs of my first five novels, which Wizard's Tower Press will be putting out in new print editions this February. They will be a kind of 25th anniversary edition with a new forward by me... and HARDCOVER editions. So, if you still have ratty, yellowing copies of my original novels, this might be the year to consider replacing them with sturdier, updated copies! Just sayin' I will let you know when they go on sale, of course. But, so like, I worked on that and it felt very start of the work week for me, too.
I'm doomed.
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Date: 2024-01-02 05:46 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2024-01-03 06:55 am (UTC)Haven't been back to that dream since.
I still get radio station anxiety dreams though.
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Date: 2024-01-02 06:26 pm (UTC)good luck with all your reviewing of PDFs!
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Date: 2024-01-02 06:40 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2024-01-02 06:44 pm (UTC)NICE!
I figure I will have dreams about having to take a test/write a final semester paper/find a classroom while completely naked until I am ninety or something.
Someone else who is terrified of elevators! GOD they're horrible. Tiny moving death boxes!
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Date: 2024-01-02 07:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2024-01-02 08:37 pm (UTC)I am also hopelessly confused about the days of the week. My holiday season used to be anchored by a couple of parties that were prudently not held this year and I'm completely afloat and probably hear mermaids singing but not in the good way.
I've had all those recurring dreams and also a travel one where I can't get packed in time for a flight because I have lost a bunch of vital objects. All these anxiety dreams have the feature that they slow down gradually and everything takes hundreds of times longer than it should. The only saving grace is that if the dream is about being back at high school, this weird effect allows me to painstakingly start thinking -- not my forte in dreams as a rule -- and to realize that there is no way I'm still in high school, this is a dream; and then it's over, thank goodness, how is this stuff RESTFUL?
P.
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Date: 2024-01-03 03:30 am (UTC)And yeah, I have no idea what day it is half the time. ;) But the holidays are extra disorienting!